Blog...what blog....I don't have a blog....

Well its summer and that means only one thing...my child annoying the living crap out of me. Does that make me a terrible mother that I am counting down the days until school starts. I think it is because we are so much alike and we butt heads. Oh, I guess I should say it is Griffin not Megan...I mean it could be Meg but as I haven't really seen her since school let out....she has it easy right now.

My summer hasn't consisted of much yet. I haven't even been to the club pool. I don't think it is hot enough. But I will start next week since Griffin will be in swimming lessons. I look forward to swimming lessons because I can sit and gossip with my buds. Damn that reminds me I need to sign him up. Thank you for being a mental post-it blog :)

Life hasn't been great here lately. I am back on my meds...taking them semi-religiously on a regular basis. My fingers have not stopped swelling and they look like tiny sausages. Like sausage links that you would eat with your pancakes. I don't know what to do. I hate being 34 almost 35 and having to take so much medication. That is probably the hardest part in all this. On a happier note my braces are off and I have a beautiful smile. I am so happy all the time....well most of the time. I guess it was worth all the pain I endured with the jaw surgery...which hello I wouldn't recommend that to the sperm donor!! So I guess it hasn't been all that bad. Wow that is a bit sybil there. Life not good but not half bad....freak I am.

It is good that my sister is here now. I don't see her as much as I thought...or even talk to her. We used to talk everyday when she was in Chicago...now 3 times a week maybe. Like today is Tuesday and I haven't seen or talked to her since Saturday. I wish Kaelie and Griffin would get along better. They just butt heads all the time. He loves her though and always wants her to come over and then she does and BAM fights. I don't know if that is just a boy being a boy or what.

Well this is a rambling blog...but a blog none the less. I will try to post here as much as possible. It kinda made me feel better letting my fingers do the talking...ha ha ha.