Joy

I haven't been on in awhile and I apologize....been pretty stressed what with Mom and her crap about moving, work and never having enough time to do anything, etc.

I titled this JOY because I feel even though I have been bitchy lately...yes I can be bitchy...I still have joy in my life and heart. I have great friends that understand and yes even put up with my crazy family. I have a great trip to Chicago coming up....which although I won't be seeing family I will be thinking of them. I have another awesome trip to Orlando coming up and really am starting to get excited about that one. I can't wait to show you guys everything. Chris is calling me Tour Guide Disney. I just want to make sure that I show Kaelie all that there is and see the joy in her eyes. It is always great to see Disney through a kids eyes. And believe me we are all kids there. I bet even Greg becomes childlike there.....well maybe :)

I am worried about one of my good friends. I feel HE is depressed and not talking to anyone about it and staying holed up in his apartment feeling sorry for himself. I am worried that he is just waiting for his "union" to call him for a new job and not thinking that he may need to switch professions. I am however still very proud of him and his "delivery" job. I still worry and even say a little prayer for him everynight...I know that seems weird me saying prayers but I just think of them as thoughts....so God might answer them if he doesn't think they are from me :)

Friday night we have a co-ed poker tournament. I will die if I am the first girl out. I know there are others that have never even played poker so I have a good chance of getting up there. I have been brushing up by playing online. I want to be the final girl in!! Saturday is moving day. I called Uncle Mike tonight and told them that they owe Chris & I big time. I feel like they don't even care about Grams sometimes and then I talk to them and realize they do and they appreciate what we are doing for her....but, anyway.

It is interesting that Uncle Mike does ask about Kaelie and you guys even though he doesn't show it to you. Anywho...that whole family is wacko.

I just reread this and doesn't make anysense so I better get off here until another time.