AAAARRRRRGGGGG
So I am dealing with teenager bullshit. I can't believe Meg sometimes. She is soooo boy crazy. I am really afraid that she requires boys attention to make her feel worthy sometimes. I worry about that. I still have no idea why she has self-esteem issues. I never put her down. I have been calling her Budda lately and rubbing her belly because she is soooo thin. Why is it that so many of our teenage girls have self esteem issues? I wonder if there is a book out there that could help her, because it is obvious that I am not.
Then we have Griffin. He actually grabbed my hand today...opened it up...and spit out his chewed up cracker in my hand. How people stay sane is beyond me. Here I am raising a teenager and a freaking 2 year old at the same time!! Chris looked at me yesturday when I was so frustrated with him and said "didn't you know it was going to be like this? You had a child before ya know." After I took the look of shock and awe off my face....I said "but I worked full time when I had Meg....and I also thought I would have more help with Griffin" That shut him up really fast. Its not that Griffin isn't a good kid...he is. Its just 2 year old crap that you just think, I know he knows better but why is he doing it?
I changed the title to my blog. I have this great quote book for scrapbooking and I found one that I liked. It was getting hard to figure out just one word of the day. I thought this one sounded perfect for a journal.
I am really looking forward to this weekend. Saturday a whole day with no kids....at least I think so. I am trying to find somewhere for Meg to go...but I guess she could go with if she needed too. We are even going out for sushi!! Woo Hoo. Also looking forward to next weekend. It will be good to get away from here. I know Aim you don't have it easy but trust me when you guys move here....I will gladly keep Kaelie for you so you guys could at least get away overnight.
Well millions of things I should be doing instead of this....such as napping. Take care of yourselves.
posted by Chi-Town Okie at 2:18 PM
4 Comments:
At least daily I look at kaelie and think, why the hell is she doing that??!! So it only gets worse. I know you missed a lot of primo toddler time with Megs because she had to be in daycare so it is a shock. I feel like now at least you know what I went through!! I don't know about Megs. I still have no self esteem, so I can't really help you here. Just that you can talk it out with me whenever & I may someday think of something!
1:27 PM
Oh the minds of toddlers!!! Most of the time you just have to watch them and wonder what the heck is bouncing through those little heads......AND how somebody so small can totally rule the house!!
Had a great time this evening with you guys in OKC. The food was great!!!! Also thanks for the input on the dress; I can't wait to wear it for real!!!!
3:15 AM
Okay Kim...what were you doing up at 3:15 a.m.!!! Get some sleep girlfriend!!
6:11 PM
Maggie had gotten me up because she needed to go to the bathroom, so it ended up being an hour before I was able to go back to sleep. My excuse today is that she's having tubes put in later this morning (set #4, baby!!!) and I never sleep well before they have surgery. Wish us luck!!
2:31 AM
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