Hey Charolette, its your birthday....

I can't believe I just quoted a 50 cent song....I guess I am just trying to keep my youth.

Well all in all had a pretty good birthday. Would have been better with an Aurelio's pizza...stab jimmy stab! Didn't do to much of anything. Hung out with friends...which made it great. Ate at Papa Gjorigio's which was even better. Found out my dentist has my same birthday...even the same year....never met someone with my birthday so pretty cool. Got the greatest gift ever from my hubby and kids. The Bose docking station for your Ipod. So freakin' cool!!! Amy & Mari got me a shirt....and i have to be honest...I don't know how it goes. There is this strappy thingy that wraps around or something....will have to work on it I guess to figure it out. Roger & Catherine gave me a pineapple and a pineapple corer thingy which is cool and the most beautiful Bamboo cutting board I have ever seen. I almost don't want to use it.

Griffin got a new pair of shoes today. I wish you guys could watch him walk now. They are Finding Nemo shoes (or he calls them Bobo--don't ask) and they light up. So he stomps everywhere now....stomp, then bends to look at the light. I will have to get it on video.

Played Bunco last night with a group of friends. It was a great time. I guess its the girls version of poker....but with Dice....and drinks. I guess I am finally feeling included with this new group of friends. I am feeling much more confident. Got a great gift from my friend Jeri---a journal so I can write down things I don't want to post and some great smelling candles.

Just realized not much to say. Had a bunch to say but my dad just called me (at 11:30 at night) to wish me happy birthday...nothing like waiting til the last minute. Guess Iwill write more later.

Love to all...and Jimmy I am so paying for sushi!!!!

frustration

I am really getting frustrated by my doctor. I am still bleeding like a stuck pig...sorry Jimmy...and he really doesn't seem to be worried about it. I talked to Fionnuala tonight and she said that if my levels are already at 37 that they probably wouldn't do a DNC...but she also said that I shouldn't still be bleeding!!! ARRRRGGG! It is making me tired and somewhat depressed. I am a bundle of hormones!!

Regarding the miscarriage....I am sad. I know Aim that you say "you didn't know you were pregnant and that it wasn't a baby"...but it was. I really would like another one....its Chris that is iffy. I understand his iffyness...my health...no room, etc. but it would be nice for Griffin to have a little brother or sister. I guess I really never thought that much about it until this all happened. And really this all could be the 21 freaking birth control pills I took in 4 days talking and not me. But I guess going through this really makes you think about a lot. To know that me taking the methotrexate 2 weeks before our Vegas trip caused this is also hard. Jeesh....I am depressed just reading this.

On a little bit lighter note...poker was at our house and I actually played a couple of hands. Then they switched to these Guts games and I lost it all. The pot got up to $ 680.00 bucks which is the highest it has ever been. They all say it was the beer. So I guess since everyone will be gone again next weekend it will be here again. Which is cool....maybe I will be the big winner next week.

Not looking forward to my birthday. Received a gift from Uncle Mike today...sorry Aim...and it sucked. I didn't open it because I knew it would just be Avon or some other crap and it was. Why bother if your not going to put any thought into it? I would have rather gotten a card then something I will never use and will eventually sell in a garage sale! I know Mom and them will just give cash...which is fine by me. Thanks Amy for your gift. I haven't started it yet...Harry Potter was calling me first. I will hopefully have it finished so I can bring it to you in FL.

Well late and must get to sleep. Love to all.....

Woo Hoo Donuts

So walking through my neighborhood Wal-Mart today and low and behold what do I see.....ENTEMMANNS--which I know is spelled wrong but give me a break! I am home!! Now they didn't have the cookies...but I love the donuts!! Man I just reread this and really sound like Homer. Anywho....very happy about the donuts after a long day of cleaning house...which will just get trashed tomorrow when 25 people will be partying it down at my house for Meg's birthday. Can I just say Whoop Whoop!!

I wish you guys could be here for the big party. Trying to figure out how I am going to make perfect Bashmati rice doubled when I really only have one nice pot.....I guess I will check with mom...unless she already packed it...ha ha.

Okay I am cracking up right now because Griffin, God love him, is supposed to be asleep and instead is saying pretty loud..."Backpack Yeah". Jeesh Aim's whose genes did our kids get?

I guess I missed the big double pool party today. I was slaving away being aphixiated by bleach getting ready for a party that really everyone has seen my house both clean and dirty so why I bother is beyond me. This is the first time I have sat down pretty much all day. I am sure my mom would be freaking out at how much work and lifting I am doing. I may bleed out...sorry Jimmy. Not sure what the doc will say on Tuesday but may be in surgery on Wednesday....just outpatient....and Jimmy sorry...gross female shit. Aim I hope your hormone screening goes well....ha ha ha. I really hope your doc kinda looks at him funny when he asks. Well just heard my dryer beeping...must go.

ttfn

privacy

Okay so only you two will have this blog site. The others can kiss my buttocks!! I will still comment on your blogs under dgurley....so just in case they link over to yours they won't get this new address. Jeesh what a pain in the ass this is.

Love you